full moon, full(er) me.

reflections during the unfamiliar calm

as I sit enjoying golden hour in the country side, wine in hand, i’m overwhelmed at the stillness I feel here. and maybe that’s a strange choice of word ~overwhelming~ but after living in a body that was overwhelmed with stress and panic and anxiety, I can’t help but feel emo because of this calmness. maybe it’s the trees, the sunshine, the fresh air - or maybe i’ve finally entered the comedown after the most stressful year of my life. I never thought I would ever see feel this day.

now the withcy-pagan-pattern-finder in me is tickled pink because it’s the full moon tomorrow. ICYMI full moons are a time for releasing whatever you need. it’s a time to celebrate completion and finding the good in whatever you’re wanting to rid from your life. tbh finding gratitude in experienced hardships is still a tough one for me. but since we’re in such alignment at the moment, what better time to kick/shed/gtfo/make peace with the woman I was, and embrace the woman I feel I am now, who is finding her way without worry.

she’s no longer afraid, she no longer is holding on to timelines, she no longer makes herself small. she is fluent in herself and is speaking her to the world.

thanks for reading xx

leah